Charlene you are right. Right as can be. And your declaration, one must discover why one allows the likes of a narcissist akin to the Cluster B personality disorder, reside in your life. And worse yet, marry such a person.

Yes, I did the search. Hard as hell. Hell as in for heavens sake sort of finding. And there I find more than one search can abide by. But there I was. And here I am. Circling the wagons around the truth while still wondering, much like Custer on the crest of his hill at the Little Big Horn, where in the hell did all these Indians come from?

Thanks for your reply to the essay. As for your own journey and the why and the why nots that define its trek, good luck. And better yet, a great deal better for the likes of discovering your truth.

Eric