Greetings Brave Writer,
Writing as you suggest...a process melded in thinking, is too hard and worse, counter to what comes naturally. That's my thought as I lean into what comes next.
Naturally, being the spirit...the genuine you, is not that the creature within who lurks in the hinterland waiting for a moment to convey.
Writing is counter thinking as thoughts create detraction .
Thinking is for editing. Flow and the wonderment of letting go of thought is the creator being genuine...and brave. Think some more... about it. Then, when the time suits you, take a seat, and strike a cord releasing the vibes within. The last thought being to take a moment, the solitude your best friend, the energy embracing whatever comes next.
Editing later, the written moment is yours to create.
Keep on trekking David for your new works sans the oil on canvas, has a ring to it. Approaching many possibilities... a clarion song included, nevertheless... the harmony has since arrived. Resolute and honest. Like good vibrations when the eyes are shut, you simply feel the happening as if its yours exclusively. And how brave is that.
Eric