Living With Narcissistic Personality Disorder

The Deviant Empire and its Mandate…the Other Soul

by

Eric Miller

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Question 2 of 40

How can I stop blaming myself for staying with a narcissist for 30 years? Will I ever fully recover?

Hard, prickly inquiry… thorny… simply stated, no soft place to land where rose gardens create their beds.

As the rock with its waters, you live with the notion two are a part of a greater whole. No worries. The math adds up once the equation settles in. It’s really not complex as one decides to trek across…my dark, unknown, the shallow river bottoms offering their awaiting, ten foot holes disguising averages as probabilities are calculated.

The answer to the question awaits, hiding out on the other side of what you choose to do next. Lets talk for a moment. One on one as equations begin. You and I. Just the two of us. Grab a cup of coffee…black if you can stand it, sugar cubes or spoon full if the need arises…or better yet, a tall glass of white wine. 30 years, blame, and recovery…consider two glasses…tumblers, if hard dark whiskey is to your…