Sex and the search for connection...alas, before the truest of connections. I get it. And you are spot on. Thanks for sharing.

PS. There is a sidebar consideration. Alpha males are of the sorts for conquering. And adventure. And of course, seeking challenges when it comes to women. This is an ego endeavor and as time passes, introspection as well...deeply felt, pondered hard and long, the ego takes leave. And the nature of what really matters becomes you. And yes, here you are. A wonder to behold. Nice journey. And to think you have only begun.